My Recently Story.

Skip the work part, I wanted to write something about the photos I took in these few months.

This is the kitten who temporary stay at my house for 2 weeks during the break. According to Hao Ming, she jumped over my head while I am sleeping, 100 times per night. But she is cute, only during sleeping.

She used to sleep on bed, so my roommate Chicken Wing need to sleep on the floor.

This is my roommate, Chicken Wing. He slept on the mattress, while I slept on the floor, with the purple-yellow square pillow. One night I woke up, the walk to my desk to check out the time, when turn back, he is on my pillow! All happen in 15 seconds.

Chicken Wing with his casing-less PC. (Of course, later he get a casing for it) Don’t ask me why call him Chicken Wing.

Seriously, the last time I ate durian, is before I enter foundation. Very miss durian!!!~ Don’t forget to drink some salt water after durian, it really helps to reduce heat.

Bought a new water bottle. The old one spoiled 2 months ago, been using a mineral water bottle for some time, had cumulated some toxic in my body. Love this bottle~

Kim with his Homemade-Onion-Potato-Mushroom-Tomato-Vegetarian Spaghetti. Very satisfy one, so big portion.

These few days learn 1 thing: When there is a reason for you to protect, you become so strong, yet, you become so weak…

Jia you!

Start Again.

It’s 12:08am, I can’t sleep, even I already worked for the whole day. When I came home at 11pm from MIC, the same security guard greeted me, then I replied “Good Night~” as usual. This is already the N times I work over 10pm.

I am happy to work there, sincerely, because I learn a lot of things. Handling almost half of the project, without any supervisor to teach me, or senior to ask, only Google. Sometimes really scare, worry I can’t meet the expectation of my boss, worry I can’t submit on time, so little time, so many things to do, cover from programming, designing, upgrading, all. I am tired, but happy.

Different from assignment in campus, now I need to concern security, performance, reusability, design issue etc. If you screwed up assignment in campus, you only get little bit less mark; you screw up the project, thousands of people will be screwed too.

OK, enough of the stupid work.

Really emo these days. It’s not from my work, and I know the reason, just I don’t know what to do, who to tell. It’s really stupid, till I feel that telling other just make people feel that I am so so so god damn stupid. Why for a simple thing that many people so easily can done it, I just can’t? Because want to protect this important treasure, I had tried so hard, or I did something wrong, or not enough?. Always remind myself, I am lucky enough, but how long can this works?

 

Out of no reason, I started another 1 month of Vegetarian food. Wish I can learn something valuable after this month.

Good night. Tomorrow is my deadline.

Sign of Overwork.

Today’s work is kind of slow and only little progress, spent whole day debugging and Google for new tool that can help in my project.

Again today I back home at 7:30pm, little bit down mood. Lucky back home, still left Bobby haven’t eat dinner yet.

(eating at Cyberia)

Here is the conversation between me and Bobby.

Bobby: Eh, tomorrow go watch Transformers lo.

Me: Tomorrow? Jujubear said he booked Friday la.

Bobby: Tomorrow Friday la!

Me: F&*)%^ you la, tomorrow Thursday only la.

Bobby: F^%$&^*& you la! You work until don’t know what day is it?

(Faster check my watch’s day and handphone. Shit…… Today is Thursday…. I really thought today is Wednesday……)

 

I am overworked….

During Work Hour…

Just completed a part of my project, waiting my boss to upgrade the server, so I can continue with my project.

This is my first blog post i my office. Currently is 4th week of my industrial training. Everyday’s routine is kind of stable now, wake up at 8am, work from 9am to 6pm (hopefully, sometimes until 8pm), and sleep before 12pm.

Not sure about other friends, but I feel my boss assume I am his super employee who has 5 years experience. Maybe I am not up to his expectation, compare to his previous trainees.

Tired?

Yes, when sometimes got stuck, and no one can help me. No supervisor to guide me, no senior to teach me. But I know there will be solution somewhere, I just need to Search. (Thanks Google~)

Working style here is kind of like I-am-my-own-boss style. Because my boss has another office somewhere else, so he will only come here to see my progress about 10 minutes a day. So I can come late about 10 minutes, go lunch anytime, go toilet 100 times a day, Facebook, Live Messenger, and also an admin rights workstation to install anything I like. (but no torrent download~).

My job scope, is much more than I expected: design requirements, design program architecture, coding, testing, server setting, everything. Weird.

But, it’s happy to work here, never regret. I learned a lot. Hopefully all these knowledge can be used in my Final Year Project next semester.

Although tired, thanks there are always friends. When got my allowance, belanja you all makan~

아자아자 화이팅!

My Workplace~

On Tuesday, we finally got our place assigned into ‘boxes’, means we finally get our own admin-right PC~ Facebook and Live Messenger here I come~

I got admin right to do anything to the PC, include install any programs I want. Just… I don’t like the giant bulky fat ass 19”CRT monitor who took half of my desk space, and also the keyboard layout. The performance is good~

This box I sharing with Iskandar, he is sitting behind me, doing different project.

Life is getting busier. Wish me good luck in this internship~

**p/s: But if I slept, my boss can directly see me… ish.

Cute Moment~

While having dinner at SK XX restaurant, I heard some movement behind me, when turn around, saw few mouse running around, finding food.

I feel like I am Walt Disney.

The mouse doesn’t afraid of us, eating left over food like no one business.

The following picture maybe let someone anti SK, but some people may found it cute~

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Cute isn’t it? Especially the right side one sneak out his head looking at me.

This picture should be publish on Best 10 Photographs of the Year on TIME Magazine.

 

Ha, joking.

Expression

I born in a mandarin speaking family, Malay as national language, English as international language, and Cantonese as entertainment language.

Sometimes these languages will confuse me, in terms of grammar and vocabulary. However, I love mandarin the most, partly is because it’s my mother tongue, and because I feel mandarin and Cantonese can carry out the expression, with some postfix like “la”, “ma”, “lo”, “leh”, “liao” etc.

Consider broken English in Malaysia and Singapore, I don’t feel it’s a shame, it’s more like a culture, of our own. But of course try not to use it in a formal occasion~

See this:

Don’t do that.

compare to:

Don’t do that la.

First one carry a strong meaning, and second one carry a soft approach meaning.

Another is symbol. Used only in Live Messenger and SMS. These little characters really help a lot in describing my tone at that time.

Angry: Don’t do that!

Happy: Don’t do that~

Emo/sad: Don’t do that…..

Uncertain: Don’t do that?

See the effect? Maybe only me who care about the symbols, haha.

Most of the times, I am conscious about the “postfix” I used, but it really add up certain emotion in it, like emoticon, so, it’s not something bad to use it.

Ha, what is this post about?

要珍惜

上个拜五，在考着最后一张考卷，电话一直“震”不停。每一次考试电话震，我都会感到不安，可每次都是心理作怪。

一考完在收考卷时，看见好几个未接来电和简讯，以为是爸爸到了，可以接我回去。其中一个简讯竟然是说：爸爸进院了。爸爸没来，而他的同事代替他来谈生意，顺便带我回去。

这次的放假，只有短短的2天，因为2天后就是industrial training了。妈一直叫我不需要回去，可是公公在2个礼拜前入院，虽然都说没什么大碍，可是不管怎样也要回去看看。

看完简讯后，心好乱，马上打电话给妈。原来是胆结石，已经是他第三次了。

匆匆忙忙跑回家去，拿了件衣服，又往Cyberia大门外跑。结果半路上，才发现我还戴着隐形眼镜，那些隐形眼镜盒，眼镜，牙刷，等等全都忘了拿。

到了槟城，见到面了，才放心。

只是短短两天，一半以上的时间都在车上度过了。

 

经常都听别人说：要珍惜啊~

可是却没说怎样。我想，最接近珍惜的方式，就是要会感激，和满足。

我是个很难后悔的人，可能是任何事情都去尽力吧。尽量把快乐的原因设得很小，要求低，就会发现要满足，要快乐，并不难。但也可能是太容易满足了，导致我前进得很慢。所以在明白自己真的想要的，就要努力去做，不要让自己有后悔的机会。

 

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昨天第一天“上班”，还好，蛮闷的。

很早就放人了，就去看戏咯。Terminator Salvation，对戏里的一句对白很有感触：Everyone deserves a second chance。

好希望有第二次的机会。。。