愿望
不知道是谁发明了这个词，
从小就已近认识它了。
看到流星飞过时要许愿望；
生日吹蛋糕前也要许愿；
某些超罕有的日子如09-09-09
或是 12：34：56 07-08-09
都会有人想要许愿，
也有在某些庙或许愿石许过愿，
认为在这些时刻许的愿望都会实现。
另一派的人则说：
许愿都是骗人的。
要是许愿能成真，我们就不用读书，
天下太平了。
对阿。
我管他们怎么说的，
我想，
许愿是在心里告诉自己，
原来自己是很在乎某件事情，
好希望它会成真，
是给自己的一个鼓励和支柱，
原来自己还有努力的原因。
但一个愿望会不会成真，
原来是完全没有办法控制的。
时间好快，
一个月的无肉餐又结束了。
erm，
害怕的，不是愿望或希望能不能成真，
最怕是连愿望或希望都不敢许。
很庆幸，
我还有一点点愿望，
能不能实现就不懂了，
但至少有个原因，
让我继续努力走下去。
要加油~
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Breakfast was Dutch Lady milk and red bean bread.
Lunch at Cyberia Chinese Stall with Kelvin. 
RM3.30.
At 2pm was Formal Method Test. I think I screwed it.
Skipped Algorithm and Analysis class.
Dinner with Bobby and Kelvin. RM4.
So, 30 days of non meat meals, I made it.
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It's getting to the end, 1 more day to go. Many people feel that, it's so stupid for skipped those delicious Penang's delicacy, ha. It's ok, not really a big deal to me.
Lunch at HB1 with Wong Kok.
Dinner at Dengkil. This is vegetarian Fried Hockien. The super big mushroom is hard to eat!
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It's almost the end, for everything.
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This day was Sunday, and also Cheng Beng, the day which Chinese will pray to their ancestors.
Woke up early morning 7am, after some preparation, and arrived at my grand grand father's tomb, then uncle's tomb and grand grand mother's tomb.
It was real freaking hot!!! The whole activity ended at 1:30pm, and I seriously got sunburned.
The Commander.
The hill.
The money with the highest inflation rate.
Sky.
Lunch was fried noodle with curry long bean.
It looks like worm!!
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This is my first night flight in my life. When stepping into the airport, it reminds me the last time I been here, that feeling sucks.
Was not familiar with the counter and location, asked from information counter and got some info.
Some interesting fact I found out during this flight:
- airplane's toilet is using air to suck all the liquid or anything into their sewage.
- the night flight will turn off lights, nice to sleep.
- Airplane corridor has 'Glow in the dark' strips.
haha, so sampat.
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Funny thing happned:
While reached LCCT, I get on the shuttle bus to reach KLIA. I don't pay for the ticket, and the ticket guy don't know about it.
"Since my mood not good, I don't pay! Be cheap ass once!"
Until KLIA, I get off, without paying RM1.50.
While buying ticket for KLIA Transit to Putrajaya, I inserted RM6 notes into the machine, but machine was spoiled, and only returned RM1. I can't ask for help, as the counter was closed...
This is karma. I cheated RM1.50, I lost RM5.
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Thanks Bobby who fetch me up in Putrajaya Sentral.
2 more days to go.
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Breakfast was Some kuih.
Actually planned to watch City of Ember with Eric, but that guy was late, and so miracle, the hall has not even 1 ticket sell, so that session was close down.
We end up watched Taken. An excited movie too.
Lunch was at BBQ Chicken. I still manage to get vegetarian in there, hehe.
Thanks to Eric's coupon, my lunch is actually free. But decided to pay half of the total receipt, so is RM12 with drinks.
Dinner was at some hawker stall. Again, mixed rice. Because I got the freedom to choose what I want to eat.
RM4!! Sri Kembangan uncle always charge me RM3 only!
Earth Hour.
The night 8:30 pm, I was having my dinner. That is the darkest night I ever seen.
The road lamp is not fully on, instead in the pattern of 1 on, 1 off, and so on.
Toilet in GSC has only 1 light on. They started that since 12pm.
Most residents in Bukit Mertajam off lights. Quite happy to see that~
Even my grandpa who never care about environment off the lights too.
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Same like yesterday, I stay at home.
I getting bored of staying at home, eating the same food. As long as I can said, still 4 days left, and I still hold on my vegetarian promise.
Notice some pimples appeared on my chin, Google it, and found that it may because of toxic in body...(har?) Actually pimples do appear on my chin for quite some time, just last few days it getting active.
I pwn Gauss and Seidel
This morning I continued my Parallel Processing assignment from last night, immediate startup my PC, and cracking my head figuring out better algorithm to solve the Gauss Seidel Method in parallel.
After half an hour, gave up, went for breakfast.
Sometimes, the best solution is when you not intend to get it, it appeared.
While drinking my cereal, I suddenly figured it out, quickly left my breakfast and rushed up to my PC to code it, problem that wasted my 6 hours, suddenly just solve while drinking cereal!
**Tomorrow won't be stay at home.
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My breakfast was quite high energy: few pieces of crackers spread with peanut butter, + cereal + chocolate bar + raisin.
Lunch was boring. Same case like yesterday, only little non-meat dishes. I just eat those.
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Continue doing my assignment. I spent last whole day to understand and recall back who the hell is Gauss Seidel and their "ultimate" invention -- Gauss Seidel Iteration Method.
So spent a long time coding, to test if my idea is really works. But my logic keep went wrong.
I ended up went to Seberang Perai City to cut hair.
正所谓，头发乃烦恼丝，去也。（~~~）
Now feel lighter, but feel so gay...
Before: After: 
I miss my previous hair, need sometime to get use. (But as usual I think no one notice I just CUTTED my hair)
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Dinner was also the same, mostly meat. I don't taking photos for the food, because eating with elder, have to show some respect.
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Continue my Parallel Processing Assignment, training my brain to work multiple cores. Until 2am, I just done Jacobi, so I went to sleep, my limit reached.
Good night. Not good to sleep too late~
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When I say I am at home, means I not going anywhere; but when I said I am at home, it doesn't mean I go somewhere... whatever, only Einstein can understand.
My breakfast, I dug out some bread, peanut butter, cereal, biscuits, and so it is one meal. Never skip breakfast anymore.
Lunch quite tough, only 2 out of 5 are vegetables. I ate potato and red date soup only.
Same as dinner.
(no picture taken, scare will be scolded by grandma)
Such a boring day....
Even an afternoon nap, I dreamed of going group mate's house do assignment... can't you let me sleep properly?
Morning had a cup of Black Sesame Cereal + biscuit.
Lunch is a plate of Yong Chew Fried Rice. Requested not to add in any meat, but they still add in prawns... So pick them all and gave to grandpa.
My lunch.
I had a snack at 4pm, it's Milo Nugget.
Always remember to consume high calories food, I want back my weight.
Dinner ar, headache one.
Grandpa want me to fetch him to an annual dinner. As you all know, Chinese annual dinner, chicken, fish, pork are must, MUST!!!
7 out of 10 dishes are with meat. So, I just eat those mushrooms, broccoli, eggs, peanuts, and the final dessert. And few cups of Sarsi.
The crowd.
Reached home, quickly get some bread to fill up my stomach.
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I weighted myself on a scale: 43.9kg, must be the scale spoiled... Tried second one, shit, it's really that weight! I dropped 2kg since last time I weighted 2 months ago!
Is it because vegetarian that make my weight dropped, or my terrible down mood recently?
I Google-ed some info about gaining weight for vegetarian. They suggested, vegetarian eater don't just eat vegetable, instead must consume other high calories food like grain, fruit, raisin, beans etc. So I started to have snack in between meals.
Breakfast is 2 pieces of tarts, wafer rolls, raisins, and hot black sesame and cereal drink.
Black tart. Others no photo taken.
Today had mixed rice again for my lunch. 
Took 2 pieces of tofu, pumpkin, and vegetable, and peanut soup. Also ordered orange juice.
Dinner with mom. I can only eat onion egg and vegetable, the soup with pork I cannot drink.
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I want my weight back!!!
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My brother told me we're going to breakfast, but magically, we ended up at Tukun Hill. They all walked up the hill, me, who wearing jeans, rather stay under the hill with my grandpa... Is my ears got problem or my brother's mouth got problem?
Love natural, trees~
Took out C905 and snapping around.
Sky~
Bought 5 pieces of "Ban Chang Kuih", eating with grandpa.
I never find this kind of food in Cyberjaya, never.
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When everyone came down, we skipped breakfast to lunch. My lunch is vegetarian spaghetti and an egg.
Tea Leaf Egg~ (correct translation? Don't care)
Mini waterfall.
The king of Tukun Hill.
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I didn't took dinner photo, because there are too many people around the table picking the food. From 6 or 7 dishes on the table, I can only take egg, tofu, and meatless soup. Hardly find vege in my family...
So hard to be vegetarian when back in Penang!!!
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This day is consider the beginning of MMU mid term break.... or is it? Because I still have so many assignments and mid term tests, due date is 30th of March, which is the first day when class reopened.
Anyway, still need to go back hometown~
Morning 10am with Siou Wei ( I know the spelling wrong...) departed from Cyberjaya, and arrived at Penang at 6pm, ish.
Had lunch at Pudu Station's KFC. I ordered the same combination again~
Cheesy Wedges + Revive regular + large Coleslaw. Very satisfy, very full~
5 hours later....(in Penang)
The first meal in Penang. I got to say nononono to Laksa, Curry Mee, Wantan Mee, etc, continue with my meatless solution.
Ate fried tofu and Fried vege with rice for dinner.
Fried vege.
Fried tofu.
I guess it will be hard to get vegetarian food here.
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Happy Holiday~
I almost break my record for staying awake for 24 hours! Almost! But too tired, there is still 1 and half hour left from 24 hours.
9am in the morning, went to submit assignment and previous lab report, finally~
Had lunch (or brunch?) at FCM Cafe with Lee. I ordered Roti Boom and Roti Kosong.
Oh, roti boom is wrapping kaya......~
plus limau panas, total RM3.30
Wai Loon 'begged' me to go Mid Valley with him. He was 'threatened' to fetch 3 girls for shopping.
Girls really shoppers... I just can't follow their style.
They can talk about a Mascara for the whole day, and even listed out the things-to-buy, they still can't buy it.
Had dinner at Kim Gary, ordered Cheesy Mushroom something... don't know, I just know it's vegetarian.
This is how it looks like.
Underneath: 
Mushroom, 竹笋, cheese. Yummy~
Total is RM14 include drinks.
Not counting total expenses, too much small fraction to count.
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I am getting well. Thanks.
Today is Thursday. Used to be my favorite day.
Attended Parallel Processing class, but still can't solve the questions. Nevermind, I still holding the key, ganbatte kudasai.
Had lunch at the FIT chinese shop. Shit, this is the worst vegetarian food I ever ate in this 30 days! See the bean stout thing on top? It damn terrible! I almost vomit in the first mouth!
Just left it there, yuck!
RM3, if not because my mood quite good today, I will seriously go for a quarrel.
Dinner at home. Cooked noodle, not adding any additional ingredients, plain.
Instant noodle never give me any satisfaction, no matter how much I ate, will soon get hungry, like eating air.
At 10pm, feel like got gastric. Can't find any milk in my kitchen, so made myself a cup of Spirulina Cereal drink.
Yum~ Feel better to go on with my assignment and tomorrow lab report~
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感觉不错~ （但还是咸鱼一条）
Spent 6 hours to understand, code, and debug question 3, till 3am in the morning.
The worst is, he don't even take a look at it!
Had lunch in HB2, RM3.
Spotted this Mamee 'walking' in campus.
Dinner at SK with Bobby (again....) Took mushrooms, tofu, and cabbage. RM4.
Today's expenses: RM3 +RM4 + RM1.50(breakfast milk) = RM8.50
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每个人都需要精神上的寄托和支持，不然活着就像一条咸鱼。。。哈
不想被一直比下去，就要努力去证明，你没资格更我比！ 哈～
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I had a test paper this morning, and no surprise, I can't answer the question.
Had a box of coffee milk during class break. The first time I saw milk with coffee~ I only seen before in <<Proposal Daisakusen>>...
After class, had lunch with Aaron The Black and Ramesh The Milo.
In FCM Cafe. Took 3 types of vegetables, only RM2.50~
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For certain reason, I hate Tuesday. It's actually myself's problem, still finding a way to accept it.
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Not feel like go home, then just took a big route, walk around in campus. Suddenly saw Eric, and ask him whether he ate dinner yet.
So, I went to SK with him and his cousin.
RM3, as you can see.
Supper time, with Bobby went out to KFC, ordered Sundae Cup. So old school! I never had that for more than 10 years!
During way back home, we imitated the radio's songs, make it real funny (er-hem, can't say it here, later under ISA)
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我不是什么宽宏大量的人。。。
还有一个障碍要克服。。。
但既然最难的我也办到了，这个，应该不会太难。
Having lunch in HB4, the vegetarian shop.
RM3.50, tofu + green vege + spicy potato. Seldom come here to eat.
Spotted this mother and kitten by the stairs side.
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I forgot about the notice that, Programming Language Concept was canceled, and went to empty class.... ish.
A rainy afternoon.
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Dinner cook at home. I think I have a tongue that won't get bore with what I eat. Spaghetti again. This time with Carbonara sauce + potato slices + 김 (aka 海苔 or seaweed).
After dinner was a crazy study spree for tomorrow test. I was freaking tired, can't concentrate, and slept accidentally. When I woke up, shit, Kelvin is looking at me, that freak me out...
Try my best to do few more pages, and slept.
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原来，世界不需要你来照耀，也是很美的~
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It's another Sunday. A lot people loves weekend, but me... I prefer weekday.
Breakfast at home. 5 spoons of Instant Oat + 1 pack of Milo + half spoon of peppermint (the left over from Cyber-P~)
Had lunch at Chinese shop with Bobby. Actually want to cook at home, but most stuff finished.
RM3.50, cabbage + potatoes + tofu
The whole afternoon doing Algorithm and analysis report. Trying to understand Dynamic Programming and 1/0 knapsack problem, finally, I don't understand.
The pseudocode is like shit!
Dinner time with Kelvin. RM3.50 too. Tomatoes, mixed vege, and tofu again. All meals today is damn suffer, the braces on my teeth is torturing me, freaking pain!
It's raining that time. So long time never walk in a rain, stepping and kicking water like kid.
Today expenses: RM3.50 + RM3.50 = RM7
I am getting good in saving money~
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1 more week to mid term break. My roommate only has a class for the week, so he went back Penang 1 week earlier than us, ish... left me in the hall, so lonely.
Jiayou, mid term exams and assignments, come on!
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