10 件毕业感言

4年的大学生活已经结束了。虽然有好多的不舍，但生活还是要往前走。

离开了大学生涯，虽然带有一点点伤感，但整体来说，还是蛮开心的~ 因为这段期间认识了好多人，大大小小，明明暗暗，好好坏坏，（大多数都是好人啦）。

4年里学了好多事情，这里不谈课业里学到的，想把自己在4年里学到的道理写出来，有10个，就让那些还在上着大学的朋友分享下：

1. 钱不是最重要，开心才是关键。但不要搞到自己没钱吃饭。
2. 对不起不要随便说，说了就要实践它。
3. 这时间很大可能会遇见生命中的伴侣，请认真地考虑和珍惜她/他。
4. 课可以旷，但请确定自己有本事旷。
5. 除了学业外，最好有一项会让自己骄傲的运动。
6. 不要凡事都怪老师不会教，只要是看你自己要不要学，Google已经很发达了。
7. 很多时候都是朋友陪我们度过一切，所以要好好珍惜他们。珍惜，其实就是感激。别忘了自己也是好多人的朋友。
8. 控制好自己的脾气，否则很容易犯下后悔一生的错误。
9. 在这段时间跌倒，只需要站起来笑一下，然后继续走，没有人会笑你的；如果你坐在地上不肯爬起来，才会被笑。
10. 不要装可怜来让别人注意，因为没人会每一次都同情你的，遇到问题就要自己去解决，写一大堆和说一大堆，要给谁知道？

每个人都有不同的体验吧，你们在4年里有体会到什么？

其实，我好幸运。

感谢我认识了你，珮如。

2010

This is the 3rd day of 2010.

While writing this post, I paused at the first line for a while, don’t know what to write actually.

Look back in 2009, is like roller coaster of my life. There are so many ups and downs, and same like roller coaster, I can’t control if I am going down, or going up. Just as relationship…

But 2009 is the year I tried out most things, visited most places, do most things.

• Penang(although I am Penangite, I very seldom visit those places)
• Foh Guang Shan Lantern Night
• Formula One race at Sepang
• Internship at Microsoft Innovation Center
• ExxonMobil Tower
• Explore MMU Lake
• Plan for Kinabalu Trip
• PartTime at JomHeboh
• Genting Highland (since 2005)
• First Time play Golf
• and a lot more…

I always have a stupid thought: I wish I can visit some new place with someone special. This really motivate me to work harder, so hard, and the end, I realized I still standing at the same spot. This thinking is just too naive.

For worst things that happened in 2009, I try to swim up the source to find out what is the cause; but what I realized, no one is wrong. If there is, it will be my personality, who only knows to keep going, without realize when to stop, sorry.

 

Obviously, my 2009 resolution wish is not achieve… Will bring forward to 2010: I wish I meet someone so special who will appreciate me.

Always be positive to future, and again, don’t easily give up, else will regret forever. Jia you~

New Year Countdown at Queensbay Mall, my first new year countdown in public.

World Trade Center

Remember the 911 Terrorist attack in 2001? I was only 13 years old, first time heard the news, I thought it’s a prank.

Then only realize, life is so short. We spent a lot effort to build up something, but it took very short time to destroy it…

Thanks to Google Earth new feature, Timeline, allow me to view old satellite image.

World Trade Center in 1978.(2 blur tall shadows)

World Trade Center in 1994.

World Trade Center in 1997.

World Trade Center on 12th Sept 2001, next day after the attack. Debris and smoke covered New York City.

World Trade Center on December 2001, flat.

World Trade Center in 2009. After 8 years, the site had been reconstruct, a new Freedom Tower will rise.

Not commenting much about this. Wish everyone appreciate the people around you.

满足了

遇到了，
笑过了，
努力了，
爱过了，
也哭过了，
也该满足了。

努力回到以前的感觉，

做回最期待的我。

これは約束です。

安静

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴 安静的 旧旧的

我想你已表现得非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我更本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天分 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天分 安静得没这么快
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

周杰伦 ＜安静＞

Second Blood Donation

After the First Blood, this time has more guts to donate blood.

Chosen Thursday after class, me and Hao went to donate blood during MMU 21st Blood Donation Drive. Normal procedure, filling forms, taking blood type test, short questioning session, blood pressure measurement etc. I am blood type O positive, almost everyone can take my blood~

There is something special in this donation session: a small portion of our blood will be provided for the research of prevalence and frequency of Diego blood group, of course with our permission.

I choose the donation seat with right arm rest, so I can donate from right arm. (I am left handed)

V~

seeing the blood flowed in the transparent 'straw', actually won't feel pain. To pull away attention toward the 'straw', my left hand still can sms Lee.

Sad leh... I thought my body weight is 47 something... but the weight at there is 46 only. Damn must be the weight at my home spoiled...

donated 350ml, then waited for Hao. He donated 450ml, slower.

Save a piece of paper~
I requested not to print my donation certificate, 1 piece of paper saved~ (But I took a lot free gift, like Milo packs, Nescafe packs, bread, biscuits, box drinks, hehe~ must show off to the broke ass Bobby I got food~)

Thinking about the impact you can change, it's not really a painful process. Who knows the pack of blood that I donated today will use back on myself, or my loves one?

追

曾有人问我：你是不是在追XXX?

不是很想答“是咯”。

对‘追’这个字，觉得有点玩玩。

因为它有点好像是小时候在玩追追的感觉，不认真。

但是我还没想到比较适合的动词。

难以形容的感觉。

假妈的第一个学期

在少过10天内，这个学期就要结束了。在我还来不及察觉到时间的经过，时间已经不知不觉从我的手指间，溜走了，抓不到，但却是我最满足的一个学期。

这学期，算是还蛮忙的，每一天都有课，拿6科科目，都是数学、程序编写、小生意、操作系统、网路结构，和最好玩的，网球。上课时，已经渐渐从“一进班马上睡觉”，演化成“一进班温习功课”，但有时太累了，还是顶不到，睡了。

学到了一直都想学的Java语言，刚开始很怕学不会，怕自己不能以GUI的模式思考。就一直在家里练习，重复又重复，最后终于交出了Assignment，还满意的分数~以后如果要掌控一个语言，就选这个，吧。

 

网球也是很好玩。很好人的教练，可是却很热的太阳。从来都没有真正的玩过任何的拍类运动的我，还买了一把网球拍，橙色。再偷（捡）几粒网球，就可以玩了～以为自己可以玩得很好，可是却好像是全场最烂。

经常找借口说：“他们以前一定是玩过的。。。”，其实是自己烂～哈。

在家里，就把全部家具移开，和墙壁一起练，好玩，但效果不是很好，给我一种自闭的感觉。。。最后还是要找人来练。

很帅的拍，很烂的主人。

还有就是小生意，最让我头痛和担心的，也是最最最开心的。买材料，上网找教材，租地方，做广告，然后卖珍珠奶茶，mang siao siao,我会做珍珠奶茶，还会 all in one 咯！赚了ＲＭ２５０，要不是那个死搅拌机坏掉，还有更多。他妈的。

结果就整个礼拜没去上课，（有啦，１小时啦），一点也不后悔，反正去了也没有听懂什么。

最他妈的就是那个偷走我们Anything and Whatever的桶的那个小人！害我现在要陪人家ＲＭ１００！

一班Skaters在买／卖珍珠奶茶。

非正式轮滑社
失败，到了现在还是没有一个名分，但会员却明显增多了。管他的，最重要是开心。感谢大家在努力地拉人进来参加，也相信你们全都很喜欢这个运动。最开心时是在每个人都没有什么负担时，一起滑，谈天，做傻事，追逐。下学期，可能会有更多人加入？

某个时候拍的照。

在这个学期，终于去绑牙了。要绑好久，一年左右，闷掉。又要拔牙，丽说是她一定会不舍得，可是没办法，不然没有位绑～等下次，我就会有比较“帅气”的笑咯。

这个学期这段时间，最满足的，是和你在一起的时间，很短，却非常非常的开心。在我感到非常的压力时，随便和你聊一点点都可以让我轻松下来；生气时，看到你我就气不出了；想懒惰时，想到你我又可以继续地走；不高兴时你的一封ＳＭＳ我会感动流泪；你给的难题，我不曾逃避；看到你高兴，什么牺牲都觉得值得；看不到你，会担心紧张，但却装出一副不在乎的样子。。。这种感觉，对我是多么的重要和珍惜，真的。

可能是我不够努力，加上一点木头，没办法感动你，你一定要开心，不然我会不放心的。

这学期，在我大学这段日子，记忆最深刻的一个学期。学了好多，不想这么快就毕业。

1 day trip with Black and Milo.

Actually is because I am bringing my computer's motherboard to Lowyat to claim warranty, and since Aaron(the black) and Ramesh(the milo) going there too, so we go together, Ramesh drive.

(crazy ass driver, 160km\h!)

At Lowyat
Me: excuse me, can you please check this motherboard can function or not?
Salesgirl: OK, wait a moment.

A moment....

Salesgirl, See? Your board works normally.

So I wasted my time carrying my motherboard for warranty claiming.
(Reached home and fix back again, it works! Now I using it.)

At Time Square
Aaron and Ramesh hanging in remote control toy shop for few hours, I starring at those remote control cars... so boring. And spent my time in Border, reading cookbook. Yes, cookbook! Cannot ar?!

Dinner is at Tepanyaki. 1 plate of Chicken Tepanyaki + green tea only RM11 with tax, can refill~

Aaron: "Come la, we 3 seldom come out one, we each buy 1 bottle alcohol and sit down drink la!"

And each of us get a bottle of Jack Daniel + Coke, RM12.

Taste nice.

Later continue our time by watching Wall.E. I always wanted to watch this, although Cyber Tracker released it earlier, but I want to watch it in cinema! Just because the advertisement: "Bring your Date to Cinema."

Wall.E, looks so dumb, just for a simple reason: to make Eve happy.

His only wish, is to hold Eve's "hand". Even robots can have romance... Can I? Really missing her while watching.

Wall E the trash robot, very cute.

So my day, spent quite a lot of money. And that's all for this semester, work hard for my final, work hard for everything.

我，很糟糕。。。

不爱在这里写伤心的文章，但我不知道哪里可以说出来了。。。

不爱告诉人家我的心情烂，但我压抑得非常的压力。。。

不爱在任何时候地点流泪，但我忍得真的好辛苦好辛苦。。。

总是一幅‘不会有事的’的样子，但其实我很怕。。。

我，很糟糕吗? 能告诉我吗？

Canada Fireworks

After so many days, I just posted up this post. I am too busy these days until I don't have extra time to check mail and drama and not enough sleep, missed my 2 final episodes of Iljimae.

Canada Firewall was really amazing. Sorry to say that, although China claim themselves are the first who invented fireworks, but their performance really no match with Canada. (budget, maybe? Too much for Beijing Olympic).

Very nice, really. Hope you not only hear it, still can see it with your eyes.

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Feeling: same as previous post.      

Beijing 2008 Olympic: One World One Dream

Every time I listen to Olympic songs by singers worldwide, I can feel the passion in it. People always said: must chase dream. What is dream?

For the players, to achieve the furthest, to catch up the fastest, to beat the strongest, is their dream.

I watched the Beijing 2008 Olympic open Ceremony in Old Town with Karen and Eddy, kesian 3 of us so lonely. The most impressive of all fireworks is the "29 Giant Footprints"!! Enco!

When the participating countries come out one by one, and when Malaysia's turn, everyone in Old Town cheered! Me too. Still the same sentence, Malaysia I love you and hate you.

and 70+ countries is really too boring to wait, as what we want to watch is the final touch, so we decided to go Bobby's house to watch stream TV from Internet. The quality not bad, with very minor lagging.

Still the same feeling, while I watching fireworks, my left hand will hold tight, hope your hand is in my palm, every time I watch fireworks.

Today's Thought:
东亚病夫已经过去了。

Proposal Daisakusen 《求婚大作战》 内涵对白

所谓"人",就是当事情进行得不顺利的时候,就找寻理由的生物,状况或是时机,天气或是运气,找出各式各样的理由来安慰自己,想着"不应该是这样的",或者"能重新来过就好了"之类的.重新来过的话,就真的能做好吗?第一次如果做不好的话,第二次能做好的自信又是从何而来呢?

健在婚礼上的贺词:多田先生,礼小姐,恭喜你们结为夫妇,我与礼从小学就开始就是同学,几乎是一起度过了学生时代,昨天,当我再次翻开小学毕业相册时,礼在梦想那一栏写着,想做一个可爱的新娘,当然现在是否可爱是个很大的未知数,不论如何,她能够实现从小的愿望,作为好友我感到非常高兴,吃饭时,因为笑的太过火,牛奶从鼻子里喷出来啊,休学旅行的时候,乘错公车引起轩然大波啊,合唱比赛做指挥的时候,在舞台上打错节奏啊,多少有点笨拙的地方,但她却总是先替周围的人担心,而把自己的事情放在其次,难过的时候也总是微笑着,总之,她比谁都关心朋友,跟她在一起真的很开心,真的....(我有种想哭的冲动,以为眼前穿着婚纱的礼,实在是太美了),震荡饿,怎么说呢,恭喜你们,祝你们永远幸福.

第1话:
1每个人手上都握着一把打开奇迹之门的钥匙,只是,明白这个道理的人少之又少,改变命运的奇迹,从不以匆匆的姿态出现,只要心怀改变的梦,一步步不断积累,总有一天奇迹之门会为你敞开,
2携手步入婚姻殿堂的,并非自己最爱的人,而是选择了第二爱的人,也许有人以此自跨,交往的人是否是你一生中第二爱的人,又有多少人是真正明白呢,可是,唯有一点可以确信,一生中最爱的人,当你即将失去她的瞬间,才会发现她在你心中的位置,
3.王尔德曾经说过:"男人希望成为女人的第一个恋人,而女人希望成为男人的最后一个恋人,你呢,虽然身为男人,却从心底希望成为她的最后一个恋人,事到如今也仍然没有放弃
4我知道你想说什么,如果可以的话再回到那个时候,重新开始新的人生,把她占为己有
5时间是有限制的,合理利用还是肆意浪费,取决于你的用法,这一点无论何时都是一样的
6.大部分人类都是在结束之后才意识到真相
7.人类在历史上做的最出色的一件事情就是找借口

第2话:
1.都21世纪了,玩暧昧怎么行得通呢?
2.人能结婚,不是你想的那么简单的
3.但是看不见的告白,是无意义的哦
4.看不见的告白就象在观光地的石碑上写着的俳句一样

第3话
1所谓人生的恶作剧有时是很残酷的
2 你们人类有个毛病,一遇不顺就想用一句"没想到"或者"偶然来"做挡箭牌,你说到今天为止,你用过多少句"没想到"来收拾烂摊子,没想到致辞也会鼻子发酸,没想到他们两怎么就成了一对,万物皆有理,今天你遇到我,那也是因为你深深的悔悟,偏离了本质,回去多少次也是无济于事
3我一向很有型,这是天生的
4.隐约的苦涩,正如同你的人生
5还记得我的忠告吗?要看清本质,我记得我说过这样的话
6.一条看上去很远的路,说不定就是最近的路哦
7.人们往往喜欢排挤他人或抢在对方之前下手

第4话
1毕业既可说是离别,也可说是启程,有人为离别而伤感,有人为摆脱而雀跃,毕业之际,每个人的感情都化作了一本本的毕业证书.
2到了最关键的时刻,却连缓冲都没有就突然结束,就象说相声一样
3.人的感情不是这么简单的,量变达不到一定程度是不会发生质变的

第5话
1.就你那股冲劲,为何不用在她的身上
2."青梅竹马"这层从小学起就根深蒂固的关系,要改变它可是项无比巨大的工程

第6话
1.自以为是的妄下定论,还未常识就止步不前,这是人类的通病
2.不试着全力以赴,就青手关上了奇迹之门,幸福永远不会向你招手
3.听说一句话叫"置身死地而后生"吗?你亲眼见过那么轻易就死的人吗?
4.人类可以说是坚强的
5仅仅是向对方表达出自己的心意,你是死不了的
6.妄下定论是大忌
7.你为了她着想,想在她的课题完成之后再为她庆祝,那只是妄下定论,她真正希望的并不是参加比赛,2个人都为对方考虑,结果却擦肩而过,还真让人觉得讽刺.
8,恋爱是以自己为中心的,即使这么认为,但你还是不能按自己的本意行动,那就说明你喜欢对方了.呵呵呵..这可真是件麻烦的事

第7话:
1至今一直无法告白的废才,居然妄想撇开新郎抢先去告白,不觉得这是不可能的吗?
2你打算破茧而出吗?你打算做一件在她身边14年了都办不到的事,对吧?不管你嘴上怎么宣告,如果不能打破自己的壳的话,还是不可能办到的,破壳这件事多少会伴随些痛苦的.
3.你要失败几次才开心呢?为什么那么依赖契机和时机呢?这个信号灯灭了就告白,这辆车开过了就说,只有两个人的时候就表白,就是因为在乎这些小事情,才抓不到大的幸福
4.我不会勉强无心回去的人回到过去

第8话:
1我真没见过象你这么爱后悔和由犹豫的人类,明明才刚放话说放弃穿越时空了,想到如果有个朋友帮助的话,就觉得说不定还是有可能的
2你最好趁早放弃要改变她的想法.想想怎么改变自己的想法吧
3.比起创造出一个"你坐在那个位子上"的未来,不如创造个"不要来参加这场婚礼"的未来要容易得多
4人与生具来有一种便利的功能叫做"遗忘"
要是过去的你能够忘记她的话,现在的你就不用这么痛苦了
他们都已经开始交往了不是吗?都走到这个地步,我想努力遗忘才是明智之举
5.你选择了最艰辛的路啊,那个时候,本来有机会和她拉开距离的,但是,你选择了在这里远眺她的新娘装扮的未来
6.最后的哈里路亚 CHANCE

第9话
1.著名的亚伯拉罕 林肯曾这么说过,在哪里跌到的并不重要,重要的是从那个地方再站起来,是失败而不气馁,再接再厉,还是吸取教训,选择别的道路,或者是一直叹息自己的不幸,现在就是考验这个男人的价值的时候。
2.你不要让我后悔曾给你机会。
P 与老伯的对话:其实我老婆以前是环球小姐的日本代表,本来是我这样的人无法触及的,你不觉得"本来就不行"是一句好话吗?看看周围吧,本来就不行,做的事情变得更糟糕的话,人就活不下去了吗?不是这样的,正因为本来就不行,获得偶然的成功的话,人生才有趣,就算失败也是理所当然,万一成功了就是男儿好汉

第10话
1幸福置身何处,我们不得而知,意想不到的幸运也许就与你同在,要想将幸运收入囊中,有一点不可或缺,那就是,不管被不幸如何摧残,也不能受陷入低谷的牵绊.总而言之，要亲力而为，这才是打开幸福之门的第一步
2.如果此刻你能翻盘，与其说令人震惊，不如称其为奇迹，要打出起死回生的本垒打，不是谁都能做到的,任谁都知道，打出本垒打，是要靠实力的，还有一点，十分重要，那就是，扭转局势的那一瞬，你是否站在了击球点上，幸运的是，这场比赛延长，又轮到你就位击球了
3、不能放弃寻找奇迹之门啊， 势必要改变命运，之有如此不断的祈祷，才能打开奇迹之门，打开奇迹之门的钥匙，就藏在你自己心中啊，只是你自己还没发现，健，你做得到。

最终话
1 重要的 不是感叹过去的现在 而是改变现在 面对未来的决心
2 祈愿吧 你祈愿我就替你实现
寻求吧 你寻求我就替你发掘
扣门吧 你扣门我就替你打开
3 J S韦斯曾经说过，男人无法放弃初恋 女人则无法放弃最后的爱

健穿越回来后在婚礼上的贺词:多田老师还有礼，恭喜你们结婚，我和礼从小学开始就是同学，学生时代基本上都在一起，昨天在小学毕业纪念册上看到，礼在上面写到将来梦想成为一位美丽的新娘，现在看来对她可不可爱还有很多疑问，总之她能实现自己的梦想，成为我的好朋友，我很为她感到高兴，虽然对不起多田先生，我想过如果礼放弃结婚就好了，我也想过抢走你，14年中，欢乐的时候也好，痛苦的时候也好，难过的时候也好，都一起度过的礼，真心觉得能让她幸福的只有我，一点儿不顺心就立马闹别扭的礼，因为我逃避扫除和工作而常常生气的礼，倔强，一点儿也不坦率的礼，最了解她的是我，看起来坚强，其实很细腻的礼，自己的事总是放在第二位，比谁都重视朋友的礼，洗制服最拿手的礼，一直在身边的礼，最需要她的是我，但是，最终只是在心里想的，在礼的面前从来没有坦言过，一直在身边，想着随时都可以说的话，最终一次也没有说出口，只有那么一句话，但是一次都没有说出口了，我。。。我喜欢过礼，说真的，现在也喜欢着礼，但是，礼在今天和多田先生结婚了，虽然很不甘心，但是她就要结婚了，礼的存在，在我的心里十分重要，这些话，为了说出口花了好长的时间，礼，恭喜你结婚，请你过得幸福，没有幸福的话 不幸福的话 ，我可真的不能原谅你……

没看过这一部戏的人，或许不太明白这里的含义。这是一部绝对值得看的戏，或许可以改变你的一生？

(Copy and Paste from here.)

一首歌，我决定买这张唱片

或许很多人不懂，阿杜的《差一点》，是他作的；他不是新加坡人，而是大马人；他是黄威尔。

为了他的一首歌，我想要买这张唱片；

当这张唱片被 MyFM 选为百分百保值，我决定买这张唱片。

黄威尔 Will Be Good

Front Cover

Back Cover

Disc Look

Booklet.

里面最感动我的，就是《友谊万岁》。

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友谊万岁 词曲：黄威尔
一开始 从未开始
只可以 相畏相依
有福同享 有难同当
安全的距离

头可破 血可流
可是你怎么追求
促膝长谈 把酒当歌
暧昧的探戈

爱情有结束时候
能让你伤心泪流
我和你不会分手
是情人 是朋友 谁左右

爱情有结束时候
让我陪你到最后
友谊万岁 只好安慰自己
我很高兴 可以认识你

我和你 男和女
多么微妙的关系
演一出戏 唱一首歌
暧昧的探戈

友谊万岁 我欺骗我自己
想要更多 不敢告诉你
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第一次听就觉得很像我的写照，也许也是大多数人的写照。
做朋友就不会分手了嘛！但喜欢一个人，都不甘只是朋友而已。。。
而把喜欢的人当成朋友，也许是在必不得已的情况下，最好的方法。

我又想起了《Proposal Daisakusen》的情节。。。

在经过ＣＤ店前，也许是那部戏教了我，要做的事，不要拖了，我才作了最后的决定买下。

Never be another Iwase Ken

If you given a second chance, how you want to change your past?

I always tell myself, never regret in all my decision. Actually this is more like what human use as an excuse when fail a certain things, but in fact, it is the best way of thinking I have now.

Proposal Daisakusen, プロポズ大作戦, or Operation Love, a very nice Japanese Drama.

The design looks childish, but the story is very meaningful.

Synopsis
It's about a guy, Iwase Ken, who always think there is tomorrow, and wasted a lot of chances to propose to a girl that he admired since childhood. On her wedding, he is not the bridegroom, feel so regret and want to have second chance to change everything. A sudden magic sent him back to time where he has second chance to propose to the girl.

Today's Thought
I do missed a lot of beautiful scene, and I know I can't go back and look at it again. What I can do is to prevent any beautiful scene pass by my shoulder again without my notice.

最渴望的10个感觉

想了好久，用了一些想象力，加上一些“加减乘除”，才写出来的，从最渴望开始~

1. 拥抱的感觉。
2. 完成任务的感觉。
3. 牵手的感觉。
4. 忙碌后休息一下的感觉。
5. 看她笑的感觉。
6. 了解一件事情的感觉。
7. 自愿帮人的感觉。
8. 被称赞的感觉。
9. 朋友出来yamcha的感觉。
10. 出国旅行的感觉。

你最渴望的是个感觉是什么呢？

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I realize I didn't post comment about this incident in my blog, my friend's blog, media, etc.

But every time I see the picture and listen the news from media, I try to control me tear.

Why? Because the background music? Because the reporters are good? Maybe, but what make me so emotional, is I never see so many Chinese from the whole world gather together, donate money, donate materials, help out at First Line.

I strongly agree, China's leader Wen Jia Bao is a very good leader, respect.

Value of Life
From this disaster, I realize the value of life. No matter the peoples or bodies buried under the collapsed building are someone the rescuers know or not, but they try so hard day and night non stop to get them out. 20 days had passed since the disaster, and the chance of survive is approaching zero, but rescue team never stop.

This is not just a Trend.
Most of the time, people only care of an incident when media post about it. When media stop talking the news, people become cold out.

For most of us who're so lucky, when media stop talking about it, public stop collecting fund for it, so people start to forget it.

But, not for thousands of children, old parents, and handicapped people who lost their everything, EVERYTHING.

The Ended of Beta Chapter

Acknowledgement: this title is originally by K-5.

It's fast, the time is fast. Beta year of MMU study has ended.

Remember first time I am here, WE used to say "Melaka Sucks!", seniors in Melaka always describe here as Desert; in term of entertainment, Melaka really sucks, but that is not a big problem for me, as I don't require so much cinema and Starbucks; but in term of food, Cyberjaya is expensive and very little choice... And I love Melaka for food.

Summary of Beta
I have gain a lot, and of course lose some, but all these 'property' I do treasure well, to write down on blog so can remember forever; of course not all can be written here, but I try very hard not to forget any page of this story.

Friends
This is the most interesting part. From Melaka to Cyberjaya, Friends break apart by a 200km(??) highway. Here IT friends are Aaron the Black, Ramesh the Milo, Su the Milk, Kok Ming the Cocker etc, not much.

In first semester, all my classes has many 'people', but I don't know them~ Some I think are together from Melaka, some are so-called-seniors who fail the same subject N-times.

After joining CLS Orientation Camp, my friend's list fold to 5 times more, and because of the camp, YCS formed, soon 1 year anniversary.

Everything happen with a reason

A lot of my friends are made after an event: discussions, group works, club activity, etc. In class, although study for 3 semester, I still can't know all names, or at least some popular one.

Thanks to group work, I know Leekian, Teressa, hao ming etc.
Thanks to club activities, I know Xuan Hao, SiouKee, Bobby, Eddy, Lens, Johnny... Too many, don't blame me to left some of you out.

And because of these friends, we have a small inline skates community~

Academic
The hater part.

After entering beta year, I realize university is no more like secondary school. But in Alpha year I still feel same like secondary school, haha.

Screwing subjects is my current profession, especially the latest final exam. Although previous result still consider not bad, still maintain above CGPA 3, but it's dropping slowly, slowly.

Love the time rushing assignments, making my programs work, writing report. It makes my life feel less empty.

And now I know more about myself, my strong ability, my weak ability, my study style, timing, requirement, target.

So, I still have control of it.

My House
A lot people don't know where is Cyberia Cresent. I have to describe like: "in front MMU one ah, the colorful wall one ar~", then people will reply: "oh~~".

My house is beautiful, no wall facing direct sun shine, in front my balcony is a land of trees and forest, sometimes can see squirrel playing hide and seek in the bushes right in front my house.

My room is big, the biggest room in the house. I am smart, paying the same price, but getting my private washroom(but sometimes other may use it), big area, with balcony, 2 fans, 2 lights.

Aiya, forgot to mention, no borders, no walls, and the house door is my room door. Yes, I staying in living room~

My house has 6 persons: Su, Yeoh, Jia Syan, Jing Xiang aka Ah Kong, and OTG, one more? Me lo. All engineering students except me and Su.

My Love Story
Once upon a time, there is a little girl...... haven't start yet, no story, maybe next chapter?

Conclusion
So, this is summary of Beta, gain and loss, is the brick of building dream castle, every moment is so valuable; Like solving puzzle, every pieces are so important, cannot lost one.

I am still very glad I choose MMU, I am still very lucky to know you.

The most satisfy birthday.

"Wish all your dreams come true."

This is the most satisfy birthday I feel since 2005.

Not because I get any super gadgets;
Not because anyone treat me to nice restaurant;
Not because I receive any presents;

just I got SMS by someone I care of.

Happy need only a simple reason. HA.

Happy Birthday.

(all my before-20th-to-do-list, mostly never success yet, include primary and secondary wishes, haiz. Never mind, not in hurry~ I will achieve it one day!)

Today's quote:
Happy need only a simple reason.

I try to help, although not much.

2 days ago, I read an articles in library, and the sentence struck me:

Current university students don't equip with these 3 qualities:

- care of this world;
- make own judgement;
- have moral courageous (or means take moral action)

What they know is to study hard, get a god damn good result. Even parents also encourage them in the wrong way.

You just need to study hard, the rest don't care.

Later at home, I knew that I didn't read news for a long time. And when enter TheStar.com.my, the headline make me want to cry!

On May 2nd, Myanmar was facing suck a big disaster, 22500 people dead, 40000 missing, and increasing, while I don't know anything until 7th May! And no one talk about it too!

When the exam approaching, no one ever give a damn to radio, news, media. I know this time I have to do something to help out.

Thanks for Eddy tips, I donated RM100 to the rescue fund for Myanmar Cyclone.

How can I help?
1. Pray for them;
2. Volunteer to help out, locally or remotely;
3. Donation.

How to make Donation?
I send my money to World Vision, using Postal Order (Wang pos).
1. Go any POS Office branch, ask for the amount you need.
2. At front, write down "World Vision Malaysia Bhd".
3. At back, write personnel information and "Myanmar Cyclone".
4. On envelop, send to

World Vision Malaysia
PO BOX 8171,
Kelana Jaya,
46783 Petaling Jaya,
Selangor.

Beside World Vision, The Star and Mercy Malaysia also collecting donation for Myanmar Cyclone Nargis.

This is an emergency, low on food, medicine, clean water, and love.

Featured Pic

Homeless.

Microsoft Chairman Bill Gates speaks with The Associated Press Friday May 9, 2008, in Jakarta, Indonesia. The Gates Foundation has donated US$3 million for emergency relief efforts in Myanmar and will provide software to help reunite family members separated in the cyclone, Gates said Friday.

Today's Quote:
Although sometimes human will fight, but in critical time, human helps each other.